At the end of the rainbowI lost my son, Mathias, in a tragic accident on a fateful night in November 2021. He was struck while walking with his dog on the highway, completely disoriented due to a benzo he had purchased online. This book is my account of everything that happened in the following two years, from the heart wrenching news on that fateful night to the moment I had to bury my child and the realization that I would never truly be able to enjoy life again. By means